To Germaine...A letter from my heart..

Hi ger,

So long never talk to you already. Hope you are still doing fine! Yesterday was really happy to see you. Though you didn’t talk to me much. You keep on playing the laptop…but still I am glad I can see you! Haha you didn’t change much. I mean appearance wise. Still so cute and pretty.

How’s everything in your life? You know sometimes I really want to know also don’t know who to ask, because you don’t want to talk to me also. But still everyday I am missing you. Miss all the good times, the times when you hug me, the times when you encourage me…J

Are you unhappy with cell group? I am sorry if you feel they have offended you. But Cell group is cell group mah. Everyone is not perfect, there will be times when you offended people and you hope they can forgive you as well. I know sometimes many things going on behind, haha so if you angry then you must get angry with me. You know why? Because I am the one who never disciple the cell group properly. If I cause you to be unhappy or feel that I don’t love you, I am sorry for that. J

I know right now you very disheartened about church. And you don’t even want to come. Well I don’t like to force people also, but it is also true that from the bottom of my heart, I hope to see you coming back. As I mentioned, there is always a place for you in my heart.

These past few months, are you really happy? What do you do now when you have troubles? All these things everyday I keep on asking myself. I hope to be there for you! So don’t avoid me k?

Maybe you need some time to prove my love for you but I am willing to take the challenge. All of us in Cg miss you a lot. But I know the young ones they don’t dare to talk to you cause they scared you not happy with them. Not because they cant be bothered. Every time when we fellowship, I still hear them mentioning about you. Ger, you really come and make a difference into many people lives in cg.

Really hope to see you come for this Easter. I wont force you. But you decide k? And somemore torance acting his first drama. So it will be good if you can support him.

Thanks for being my friend and my dear tortoise.

Love,
Amber