神的力量！The power of God!

Actually wanted to write this entry tmr because its already so late...but yet just when I want to sleep...YC called me!! I mean I am so amazed by God's power and I am really speechless. God, you are amazing...what can I say except to say its really you!

though we didnt get to talk much because he just want to take back the mini hifi back from me...but really, right from today...i really see God performing His miracles and work in W320

this morning, I say Joey online and I msn her and she replied me! I was so happy. Even though we didnt chat much, but I really thank God for giving me this chance to speak to her. I really miss her...alot alot. and when I asked her to join us for lunch today, she say ok! this reminds me of the first time I saw her, it was during a steamboat. She was only pri 6 then, a cute little girl and I love her the moment I see her. She has big eyes and a shy smile. What I remember about her is she likes to drink my soup. (feels like cooking for her again) Joey!!! if you can hear me shout in my spirit, I miss you!!!!

Anyway when she agreed to meet us for lunch, I am already very happy, not because I want to get her come service or cg, but I really just want to see her once more time. Then after that when I was giving karyie tuition and I saw Anita and Darren coming to my house, I was like "God, Am I dreaming?" They are here? I thought it was a joke, but they stayed at my house and even though we didnt really do much, but I feel for once in a long long time, I really feel so relaxed with them. And even though there are nights when I really get so frustrated with them for giving me attitude but for once I cant deny...I really care for them. who will take care of them when I am not around? God I pray with all my heart you must protect them, dont let them come to any harm...Hear my prayer God "Stay by their side and let them have good company and dont fall to bad ways. And touch their hearts and let them know that they have a God who loves them, a CG that will accept them." I love Anita, Karyie and Darren...

God, now I understand why you say compassion will bring the power of God. I finally understand this point. you know when everyone says that they are young and very hard to take care of, I choose not to listen to this. I love them despite what everyone says. And I finally see the power of God taking place today.

Its compassion that will bring down the resurrection power of God!

And while we eating halfway, I saw eileen tan. She was hesitant in joining us, but after a while she did walk over. Thanks for walking over...it was nice to see you with us again! But she didnt really stay with us and soon, karyie and eileen tan went off. When I see them leaving, you know what I feel like doing? I want to run over and hug them....I want to tell them Jesus loves you and I love you too! But I can also feel their hearts hardening. They might like us, but somehow I cant see God in them. Something is missing in them. Its their spirit.

And I remember Leon said: "Some of them change quite abit." And the names He mentioned were exactly those people that I have in mind as well.

Well today was an eventful day, even Ger was a good girl, so proud of her. She taught Kexin maths. Well done Ger!!!! Although there was some hicupps here and there, but generally the friends were open to us and we have a good time today.

Although we are supposed to meet desmond for dinner but he didnt turn up. He had something on last min. Still today was an eventful day. A day filled with God's power and anointing.

Thank you Jesus! Ended the friends outing by going to movie with friends and I came home. I was tired from all the talking but yet I was excited in my spirit! Then I ended the night with that call from yongcai. :)

And thats why I am still up here writing this...cause I didnt talk to him much, just to get the main point across that I wun force him to go CG or SVC but really all I want is to be a friend to him. I decide to sms him more and while I sms him, God spoke to me about this verse-

Jn 15:13
Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one's life for his friends.

how true is this verse...cause I sms YC, telling him I will be his friends no matter what happen and wherever he goes, he must always remember that we will love and support him. I might not be the one who died on the cross for him, but I hope I can be the one that will lead him near to the cross. Thats how great God love us! He lay down his life for us.

1 jn 3:16
By this we know love, because He laid down His life for us. And we also ought to lay down our lives for the brethren.

but then as I read, I also realised that God wants us to love our brothers and sisters to the extent of losing our lives!

And then it brings me back to my previous point:
Its compassion that will bring down the resurrection power of God!
It was because Jesus loves us and have compassion on us, thats why God resurrect Him!!

If we love the people, if we have compassion on them, God will resurrect our CG! He will perform His power in our CG!
Thank you Jesus for your new revelation! I love you!
And I realised the more I love them, the more I care for them, the more God will draw me to them. Theres no way I can escape from them, its like I will see them wherever I go!

This is just too amazing....with men it is impossible but with God all things are possible!!!